Tick! Tock! Tick! Tock!
I flinched at every tick the wall clock made. Why you may ask? With my eyes shut, I could see the proverbial time ticking as though it was my life ticking away. Just back from my 3994 unread mails and the several messages from countless signup and gurus promising the best content I could find, It was as though the world was yelling at me, ‘what are you doing with your time‘ all at the same time.
I could feel the pressure of my quickened breath, gradually picking up the pace as my anxiety kicked in. My goal was to delete years of accumulated unread messages for my own sanity and for the sake of a clear Inbox, only to end up marking 50% of the mails as important.
Point is I’ve been asking myself what my vision truly is and where I see myself. Just like you all, I see myself in some fancy place living my best life. The only problem is how do I get there.
I’ve mastered the art of going after so much information only to ask myself where do I start from. The motivational speaker would probably say, start from somewhere. And they’ll be right. So I did. I started from somewhere, my emails to be exact but I just couldn’t shake off this fear and I figured out why.
It just hadn’t sunk in yet. I needed self discipline. So I said a little prayer and went back to my schedule. The strokes of the words on my note gave me reassurance that I would accomplish. I only needed to stay calm, focused and prioritize myself.
What about you? Have you had trouble struggling with your vision or focus? Drop a comment down below to share your experience. Thanks for reading.
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